Frustrating

I know for a fact that Riley knows things are about to change in our household...meaning the new baby.  We recently had to put him in a toddler bed because he greeted me one morning at my bedside telling me about his poopie diaper. LOVELY.  That, in itself, is a big change for him on top of the new baby coming.  He is having a time adjusting to his new bed.  I find that if I put him to bed, he just cries and wants me to come "save" him.  If Bobby puts him to bed, he does not fuss or cry and goes straight to bed.  I love putting him to bed and it breaks my heart when I have to sit in the next room each day and night while he is being put in bed, but I want it to be less traumatic for him to go to sleep.

I'm getting very anxious for the new baby, not only because of Riley adjusting, but because of the not knowing what is going to happen...I'm just going to have to roll with it for right now.  It definitely helps having Bobby supporting me, and he asks me quite often what my plans are, but I don't even know.  He doesn't push the issue, but he lets me know that it not only is an issue to me, but it is an issue to him because it bothers me.  It really helps having someone who will be there for me.  I think he knows when I'm thinking about this issue because I'll get very quiet and he knows my worried "look."  I brush it off when he asks me from time to time, but even when I say "nothing" he knows exactly what I'm thinking about.  I really do adore our relationship, and there are many obstacles that we will face together, but we are both so willing to do it with and for each other.  This is the first relationship that has ever worked out for the both of us, and I know that with him in my life, everything will work out and be great for us.

Now that Riley is calmed down in his bed, I'm going to finish cleaning the kitchen and get ready for work and wait for Bobby to call on his break. :)